A Poem by Eavan Boland: ‘Amber’

a patch of amber on top of a black and white photo of a woman in profile, her face outside the frame
Miki Lowe

A poem printed in The Atlantic in 2005

Eavan Boland is called a poet of historical past, however she would possibly’ve taken situation with that label. As she advised The Believer in 2014, she was not in historical past however within the previous. Boland—who died in 2020 at age 75—noticed the previous because the official narrative, telling the type of tales that confirmed up not solely in class textbooks in her native Eire but additionally within the poetry of her contemporaries. These writings didn’t appear to replicate the non-public lives of strange individuals. Her mom, as an illustration, had lived by means of among the nice hardships of her time however was positive to vanish into the previous—which Boland known as “a spot of shadows and losses. A spot of silences as nicely.” Her personal life was slipping into that place too: “I used to be a lady in a home within the suburbs, married with two young children. It was a life lived by many ladies round me, nevertheless it was nonetheless not named in Irish poetry … after I was younger it was simpler to have a political homicide in a poem than a child.”

Boland’s work was a corrective—a method of catching some fragments of these supposedly unremarkable lives earlier than they fell into the abyss. However in her poem “Amber,” printed in The Atlantic in 2005, she appears to query her personal obsession with reminiscence. If “the residing won’t ever see the lifeless once more,” then why does she attempt so onerous to protect the departed? If an article can’t reverse the present of time, she may need puzzled, is it really a false idol—a hole effigy of the actual individuals who as soon as breathed and bickered and cried, a merciless solution to freeze them and hold them trapped in a jar?

Her reply comes within the type of a little bit of amber, suspending some seeds, leaves, and feathers. In fact these are solely far echoes of the magnificent timber that stretched upward or the birds that swept the sky. However they will act as “a chafing on the edges of the seen,” reminding us how a lot exists outdoors the body of the current. And paired with recollection—or, maybe extra so, creativeness—a small fossil can resurrect an entire world.

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